Well, it has been 9 years I would say since I last posted something here. So here some new, short and also lazy kind of short post. I'm just too lazy and tired and lethargic for no reasons. So I will make this a short and simple one. Trying to compare or refer on how I did the introductory blog(2008) and add some new stuffs in this newer version of my Introductory blog(2017).
It's about me basically.
I'm currently a guy that has no legit target as when he set on getting something, things would never go on his ways. He can never truly wish for something that he wants because he knows, at the end it was never meant to be. So what he did is only enjoy every moments not to the fullest but with an open mind and heart that things would get better. Thus, I am a dreamer but never the one that pursue something he has been dreaming off just because he is unlucky with everything, I am just afraid of wanting something so bad and didnt achieve it and feel bad about it. I just let things go easily but not just like that but after few trials. I'm not a loser, well maybe minor but not a Major one.
Currently, a final year student in International Islamic University of Malaysia (IIUM) doing Bachelor of Economics specializing in Development and International. My major has nothing to do with my passion. Well technically it does but it is not something that I dream about since I was little and for sure something that I never actually thought of doing it at all. You see, I dream of working with United Nation or even work with any humanitarian movement just because I find happiness in helping others. But I know I need to learn something and earn some knowledge before I can actually help people out there. Well to make things short, I got offered Economics instead of doing political science and so far I'm doing good but never GREAT. Here I am trying my very best to finish my degree and live my life (Hopefully)
At this exact current moment of my life, I have the slightest idea on what I'm going to do with my life. But to be honest, the feeling of doubt and anxious, always took over my feelings and make things harder for me. As I keep on changing my mind on what I want to do with my life. In other words, like how my friends would describe me. A 'lalang' which is a fern that follows the wind in any direction it may brings. I easily change my mind and follow the flow. Well to be honest, I would never put myself in that way but more to a person who keep changing his mind because of new possibilities. New options and prospect really play major role in my decision making. This is because I know with certain circumstances I have reached my limits with another possibilities, I know I can push my self further in order to grow. Thus, I would say I am more to Kayak-er that sometimes follow the flow and sometimes go against it.
About my dream on wanting to study abroad. Yup that is something I've been dreaming about and I'll try hard to achieve one day. Maybe another long post about it. Not today. But I dream of studying in Harvard University. Or any ivy leagues. That's my dream. The AMERICAN Dream.
Me wanting more friends. In Uni, I know a lot of people and people somehow know me. I am generally nice and friendly to everyone. I love knowing new people but the thing is, I am secretly a shy person. I dont initiate but I can hold a long conversation just because I'm curious on getting to know people in general. Nothing old bores me, new things excites me. Serious.
About me not being handsome, well I'm still not handsome. Based on common perception on how handsome should look like: I'm not in those perception. DUH!. But about cute, yes I would gladly say I'm a cute person. How so? Because of my "manja" personalty or what you would say; the brat kind of kid. I'm currently struggling with my weight as I'm trying to slim down and yup it is never easy. But dont worry, I'm managing.
I guess, I have reached my so called simple things about me but you can see those are something that I don't usually tell people as it might bores them and yeah I'm afraid that they just don;t care about me.
These are few things about me. and yup that's all for now. Hope to write more things soon.
InsyaAllah,
Fadhli Bin Hj Ahmad
It's about me basically.
I'm currently a guy that has no legit target as when he set on getting something, things would never go on his ways. He can never truly wish for something that he wants because he knows, at the end it was never meant to be. So what he did is only enjoy every moments not to the fullest but with an open mind and heart that things would get better. Thus, I am a dreamer but never the one that pursue something he has been dreaming off just because he is unlucky with everything, I am just afraid of wanting something so bad and didnt achieve it and feel bad about it. I just let things go easily but not just like that but after few trials. I'm not a loser, well maybe minor but not a Major one.
Currently, a final year student in International Islamic University of Malaysia (IIUM) doing Bachelor of Economics specializing in Development and International. My major has nothing to do with my passion. Well technically it does but it is not something that I dream about since I was little and for sure something that I never actually thought of doing it at all. You see, I dream of working with United Nation or even work with any humanitarian movement just because I find happiness in helping others. But I know I need to learn something and earn some knowledge before I can actually help people out there. Well to make things short, I got offered Economics instead of doing political science and so far I'm doing good but never GREAT. Here I am trying my very best to finish my degree and live my life (Hopefully)
At this exact current moment of my life, I have the slightest idea on what I'm going to do with my life. But to be honest, the feeling of doubt and anxious, always took over my feelings and make things harder for me. As I keep on changing my mind on what I want to do with my life. In other words, like how my friends would describe me. A 'lalang' which is a fern that follows the wind in any direction it may brings. I easily change my mind and follow the flow. Well to be honest, I would never put myself in that way but more to a person who keep changing his mind because of new possibilities. New options and prospect really play major role in my decision making. This is because I know with certain circumstances I have reached my limits with another possibilities, I know I can push my self further in order to grow. Thus, I would say I am more to Kayak-er that sometimes follow the flow and sometimes go against it.
About my dream on wanting to study abroad. Yup that is something I've been dreaming about and I'll try hard to achieve one day. Maybe another long post about it. Not today. But I dream of studying in Harvard University. Or any ivy leagues. That's my dream. The AMERICAN Dream.
Me wanting more friends. In Uni, I know a lot of people and people somehow know me. I am generally nice and friendly to everyone. I love knowing new people but the thing is, I am secretly a shy person. I dont initiate but I can hold a long conversation just because I'm curious on getting to know people in general. Nothing old bores me, new things excites me. Serious.
About me not being handsome, well I'm still not handsome. Based on common perception on how handsome should look like: I'm not in those perception. DUH!. But about cute, yes I would gladly say I'm a cute person. How so? Because of my "manja" personalty or what you would say; the brat kind of kid. I'm currently struggling with my weight as I'm trying to slim down and yup it is never easy. But dont worry, I'm managing.
I guess, I have reached my so called simple things about me but you can see those are something that I don't usually tell people as it might bores them and yeah I'm afraid that they just don;t care about me.
These are few things about me. and yup that's all for now. Hope to write more things soon.
InsyaAllah,
Fadhli Bin Hj Ahmad
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